Should I Be Disturbed or Excited???
Hello Dolls!
Ok, dang I've already blogged quite a bit the past couple of days. But this is like an emergency blog! For once...I don't know what to do.
I just got off of the phone with my new SD POT Mr. Millionaire. I almost didn't want to call him because he said he would not send me his pictures until he spoke to me on the phone. Like how do I know if I want to talk to you on the phone if I can't put a face with the voice?
He hardly let me speak. Very controlling, arrogant, and straight forward. There is no lofty fantasy of romance. He's not looking for an SB to take out on amazing dates. He's looking for someone who is available to him so that he can fuck when he wants to. Everything has to be his way, or no way.
Now I would scoff at such an arrangement, but now he actually has me on the fence. He sounds like the real deal, but I can never be too sure till I see for myself. He said things like, "You seem like a smart girl, so you should understand how this really works." He told me that taking care of all of my expenses was nothing to him, and that he was powerful enough to jump start my career. Pretty much he was telling me if I was smart I'd find guys like him so I could fuck my way to the top. What he said that really pissed me off was, "In your world you don't know people like me." WTF? My world? He doesn't know a thing about me, yet he's trying to tell me who I know and who I don't.
And as huffy and puffy I want to be about it...I feel powerless. Even though he was vague about how he could change my life...part of me believes that he really could. He's in his early 40's...so its not like he's old...but I can't say he's fuckable cute because I still haven't seen what he looks like. My instinct is telling me to block his number...but my curious kitten side wants to play with fire. I'm sick of these SD POTs who act like they got it together, but they aren't serious. Something about this guy was more serious than a heart attack. How should I approach this? Has anyone dealt with someone arrogant like this? I really need this thing sugar thing to work for me...I'm just about out of options...but is this how the really successful sugars do it?
♥ Creole Dream Sugar Baby
